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Why go to church on Christmas Eve and Christmas Day…..

Devotional/Discussion thought of the day:

As I was in the place between sleep and waking this morning, my mind wandered and thought of the “work” that lay ahead of me this day…. a marathon of study and writing, and then two church services – and then just a few hours of sleep – then up for yet again another service.  It’s a long day, this last day of preparation for the celebration of Christ’s birth.

And while I know it will be a great blessing, it is a long day as well….and part of me – just longed to sleep in!  It’s the classic battle of our lives!

Some would use guilt, or a call to duty, or other gimmicks to give them the strength to get done what needs to be done.  To be honest, I’ve thought of that, for all one has to do is look at the “successful” churches – and such techniques are used – even as they sincerely desire to have people come and hear of God’s love.   It works – and there will be churches that are full, cathedrals with people huddling in from the cold, as people respond to the call of a “Holy Day of Obligation”, or that come because there is an incredible “show”.

My heart longs for our sanctuary to be filled – but it also longs for a different attitude from those coming.  One that comes, in response to God’s love… to celebrate it, to hear about it, to revel in it.

Christmas Eve, as we re-live the last moments of expectation, and celebrate the coming of Christ, and indeed, Christmas Day as well – are not days of our obligation as much as days were God did what He fulfilled His obligations, His responsibility to us.  That is what these days are about.   Going all the way back to the Garden, God promised to cover our sins, He promised to fix our brokenness, He promised that we would always be welcome in His presence, and He has given us Jesus, His only begootten Son, and the gift of the presence of the Holy Spirit to prove it.

I long for the day, when this is so clear – that we rush to church – to hear it confirmed again, to celebrate this great love, to gather – not because we have to – but because it just makes sense to be with each other, those united in Christ, those who are One in Him.

They may say I am dreamer – but to quote the song, I am not the only one…..

A priest/pastor wrote…

In the interior life, as in human love, we have to persevere. Yes, you have to meditate often on the same themes, keeping on until you rediscover an old discovery. “And how could I not have seen this so clearly before?” you’ll ask in surprise. Simply because sometimes we’re like stones, that let the water flow over them, without absorbing a drop. That’s why we have to go over the same things again and again—because they aren’t the same things—if we want to soak up God’s blessings. (1)

I pray that as we gather this day. and tomorrow, and I pray that you do gather, that our hearts are open wide, are open expectantly, to soak up God’s blessings, to revel in them, to rejoice, and celebrate His love, that you know the depth and height and width and breadth of God’s love for you, in Christ Jesus.  And I pray you pray the same for me…

Merry Christ’s gathering!  (for that’s what Christmas means!)

Escriva, Josemaria (2011-01-31). The Forge (Kindle Locations 2034-2039). Scepter Publishers. Kindle Edition.

Keeping God at a Distance…not likely

Devotional/Discussion thought of the day:

“You too, like all God’s children, need personal prayer. You need to be intimate with him, to talk directly with Our Lord. You need a two-way conversation, face to face, without hiding yourself in anonymity.”

It’s not a new trend, but it certainly is one that is trending upwards these days.  The desire of people to keep God at the maximum distance possible, while staying within range where our salvation would be still… there…ready for when we die.  You see it among theologians – who have a tendency to talk more about God, more about the history of God’s people – who prefer to pray in cliche’s.  Two days ago, at a funeral – a pastor I know talked about how pastors ( it was at the funeral of another dear pastor’s wife) talked about how we are great at leading people to the cross – but pastors aren’t so good at staying there themselves.  (he is right, and I often fit into both of these categories!) There are others, who through themselves into the disciplines of a religion, without asking why, or how the discipline benefits.  And of course, there are those, who want the relationship without the religion – talking to them I have found that they want a relationship on their terms, with their rules, and often – their definition of sin.

We like to keep Gdd at a distance – and we aren’t the first – consider these two passages – often used to “invite” people to know Jesus…

 19 I am now giving you the choice between life and death, between God’s blessing and God’s curse, and I call heaven and earth to witness the choice you make. Choose life. 20 Love the LORD your God, obey him and be faithful to him….” Deuteronomy 30:19-20 TEV

and then this passage from the new Testament,

 20 Listen! I stand at the door and knock; if any hear my voice and open the door, I will come into their house and eat with them, and they will eat with me. Revelation 3:20 (TEV)

What is interesting – is that both passages were not written to those unfamiliar with God – it was written to those in a relationship in Him – those who tried to keep Him at a distance, those who tried to live life based on their own decisions, to try and go it their own way…

Yes, those passages are invitations to know God – intimately – but invitations to those first who claim to already know Him. Invitations to pray, to converse, to speak to God and let Him into your life at a level that brings you so close – that you begin to reflect His characteristics, His love, and without thinking, His priorities ( people) becomes your own.  When you become aware that it is the worst thing you can do to keep distance, the worse the you can do is to hide – and you begin to do it less frequently, you begin to rejoice in His presence more, you begin to realize that is all you really desire.

It’s one of the reason I love St. Francis, and Martin Luther, and yeah – the saint whose quotes frequently appear here.  I don’t think any of them made it to being as intimate with God as both God and they desire – but all speak of that desire – and desire to help free us to desire, to want, to be consumed by, the God who loves us all.

As I prepare to see a little ceramic baby, lying in a wooden manger… I become more grateful, more aware of God’s omniscience and planning.   For it is easy to keep God the Father at great distances – or at least imagine Him at great distances.  But a baby?  Even the strongest, most solidly anti-emotional man (reading this MG?) man shows pictures of his new grandbaby, or speaks with pride of those children/grandchildren he loves.  Such is the way God came, in a small package that sneaks into our heart, that we don’t try to keep a distance from, for what could that little baby do?

And He roles the distance back, He comes close, while we think we’ve come to adore Him, He’s come to love us, to be with us,  to live with us……

May we realize we don’t have to shout “Lord have mercy” for it to be heard, but He hears and comes, with the softest of whispers.

For He is not at a distance, for He is our life.

 

 

Escriva, Josemaria (2011-01-31). The Forge (Kindle Locations 2013-2015). Scepter Publishers. Kindle Edition.

Can Life Return to Normal?

Devotional/Discussion thought of the day…

It may sound strange, but part of my morning discipline is looking at FB prior to praying – well actually- while I am praying as well.

Some may think it sounds strange – but I find it a great tool to figure out who needs me to pray for them.  Either because of trauma, or perhaps temptation, or perhaps that they realize they need forgiveness, and seek it out.  (no I am not thinking of you particularly as I write this… I swear!)

This morning, many are struggling, especially the parents and grandparents who are dropping off their children from school.  There is a sense of anxiety – even a sense of fear.  As I dropped my own son off this morning, it seemed like everyone was looking at everyone else differently – as if we were trying to determine who could be a threat.  We are a little more defenive a little more on edge- a little more suspicious.  Teachers may be as well.

Will we return to normal one person asked…will things ever be the same again?  Will we ever really, truly trust our schools to be a place of safety.  Will we go back to business and life the same way?

My answer may sound strange, but.. I hope not.

Not that I like the things the way they are…at all…but I think some things need to change.  I like the way how a priest once put it,

Ure igne Sancti Spiritus!—burn me with the fire of your Spirit, you cried. You then added: “My poor soul needs to fly again as soon as possible…, and not stop flying until it rests in God!” I think your desires are admirable. I will pray for you often to the Paraclete. I will invoke him continually, so that he may nestle in the centre of your being, presiding and giving a supernatural tone to all your actions and words, thoughts and desires. (1)

Most of our souls are not flying today, but I question whether they were flying before Friday, when we heard the tragic news.  Have we been journeying to find our rest in God? Have we sought Him, His presence His peace, Hil love, His guidance for how we are too live in life?  Do we see all of our varied vocations, parent, employee, boss, child of God, as journeys toward God – as opportunities to walk with Him – as an encounter with the supernatural presence of the Holy Spirit?  The Holy Spirit who is their, not to condemn, but to lift up?  Whose correction is not simply to point out our wrongs – but to free us from that which constrains and binds us?

After tragedies – people often seek solace, peace in the church – they feel lifted and strengthened and loved – and then slowly, over a few months, we sink back into our normal patterns – trying to live without God, trying to make it all work according to our plan our logic.

I hate trauma – I hate having to deal with it… and the only thing I can find positive about it is this – it brings me back to the priorities and what should be normal.  To live life adoring the God who love me, and to love the people He has given me – all of the – especially the ones that cause me to pray..to love the people He has brought into my life.

If that was our norm… let’s return to it… if it wasn’t – maybe this time, will cause us to return to the normal God desires…

Cry out daily – Lord have Mercy…. and rejoice that His mercy and peace is yours – and that you can share it others.

 

 

Escriva, Josemaria (2011-01-31). The Forge (Kindle Locations 1957-1962). Scepter Publishers. Kindle Edition.

 

The Answer to that question

The Answer to “That” Question

Isaiah 63: 15

 

 † In His Name

As we ask the questions, we cannot find the answers to, may become aware of God’s richest grace and mercy and love enfolding us, allowing us to poor out our pain, our grief, our anger… on the One who came to take it away…

 

It is a movie I watch a few times a year – one of those favorites, that even though you know the lines, the plot – and in this case – the incredible martial arts… you love to sink yourself into.

As a kid, I loved it because of the martial arts, and the hero taking on odds of 20, 50 even 100 to one.   As an adult – as an one studies mankind, the movie is fascinating in a different way – as there are different reactions to injustice, to hatred, to evil.

There are the bad guys, who do whatever they want – and do not care about the victims.  The ones we love to hate, yet in the end, find ourselves pitying, even as they get what they ask for.

There was the sheriff and the doctor – who though on the side of good, restrained their public speech against those who “controlled the town.

There was the pacifists – who took action by doing their own thing – trying to protect everyone – even at the cost of their own suffering, even hiding that suffering in a supposedly noble desire to avoid further violence, further pain, further sin.

Then there was Billy, the one who could spin and kick and whose presence could intimidate and cause people to behave for the moment… but who couldn’t be everywhere at once.   Over the movie, he would transform – from a man focused on retribution to one who would publicly submit – that there could be some hope for reconciliation, some hope for peace… some hope for a future.

As the credits role at the end, as the hero is taken away in police cars, as the people honor him, the trauma is still left behind, and while there is some hope for the future… there is also a past to heal from.  I look at that… and it is…right.

For none of those involved in the story have the answer… and in this world, it seems like all we can do some time is try to project how to prevent such trauma in the future.  And maybe that should be enough – but for me it is far from it.

There is a verse that expresses what my heart cries out to :

Isaiah 63:15 (MSG) 15 Look down from heaven, look at us! Look out the window of your holy and magnificent house! Whatever happened to your passion, your famous mighty acts, Your heartfelt pity, your compassion? Why are you holding back?

Today, in light of Robert’s funeral, in light of the massacres in China and Connecticut on Friday, in light of all the trauma – the question has been asked to me multiple times – where is God?  Where is He? Has He abandoned us?

Advent of all times in the year – perhaps gives us the best answer…

One that wasn’t heard in the movie, which is why, it left me with questions, with just a momentary hope, and no peace in the present.

The Pain –

In the movie – all the reactions to something so horrible, so incredibly unjust, are our normal reactions.  Even if we are only witnesses from a distance, we almost adopt the people involved – as we are grateful the incident wasn’t here, or across the street.   The sorrow and grief grows – especially if we have been in a situation similar, or cared for those who were. If we’ve seen the life-less eyes, robbed of joy.   The pain grows as we hear things, some true, some not so true.

With the pain, there often comes frustration – we can’t even begin to conceive  a logical explanation for these times of suffering – and that frustration turns quickly into anger.  Anger at the perpetrator, anger at the evilness of society, anger that something wasn’t done, anger that we can’t do anything to help.. anger at God for even allowing such evil to exist.

That anger soon turns on those who allow it to ferment – and we saw that in the last two days, as people tried to diagnose what caused the young man in Connecticut and the man in China.  Such anger also occurs, when rather than praying, we find ourselves engaged in debates on how to prevent further incidents such as there.   We try to work everything out while we are still pained, stressed, grieving, remembering… and we end up, in our pain, not seeing, or caring for those who are likewise trying to grieve and process the news and emotions.

Heck – I find myself incredibly pained and frustrated and angry at how my friends treated each other, as they tried to make the case for their positions, when instead we should have all been on our knees, praying for the comfort of those directly affected, and those whose scars from prior tragedies have those scars ripped open again….

We might even find ourselves, internalizing all of this or trying this time – to ignore the pain, the grief, or trying to find someone to vent upon – or pour out our wrath upon…and then the guilt is added to the scenario – if we realize we too…have our victims.

The time to purge…

         

We can’t avoid dealing with these things… we can’t just bottle them up – we have to find a way to vent it all, and to vent in a way that doesn’t create other victims.  Things like this aren’t supposed to happen – we should never ever not be in pain when they do.
There is a key to this, that is in that verse….there – right in the middle –

Whatever happened to your passion?  Where is your pity?  Your Compassion?

You see, they knew of God’s love – even when they were in pain.  Isaiah described it a few verses before…

I’ll make a list of GOD’s gracious dealings, all the things GOD has done that need praising, All the generous bounties of GOD, his great goodness to the family of Israel— Compassion lavished, love extravagant. 8 He said, “Without question these are my people, children who would never betray me.” So he became their Savior. 9 In all their troubles, he was troubled, too. He didn’t send someone else to help them. He did it himself, in person. Out of his own love and pity he redeemed them. He rescued them and carried them along for a long, long time.

Isaiah 63:7-9 (MSG) 7

They knew His compassion, His love, that we indeed are His people – it isn’t his nature to leacev us alone – it never has been, from Adam and Eve, to Abraham and Lot, to Moses or Joshua or David… or Job.

I love it that it says –  in all their troubles, He was troubled too…

And it is incredible to realize – that God comes down, that He doesn’t leave these things up to others – but in these times – He is here…

And that is the message of advent.. He doesn’t leave us alone….. He never planned to, He never does, even when it seems that all is going to hell in the world…for that is what Mary had to treasure…the manger would lead to the cross, to the bearing of all sin, all pain, all anger.  Isaiah again says it well

1 Who believes what we’ve heard and seen? Who would have thought GOD’s saving power would look like this? 2

4 But the fact is, it was our pains he carried— our disfigurements, all the things wrong with us. We thought he brought it on himself, that God was punishing him for his own failures. 5 But it was our sins that did that to him, that ripped and tore and crushed him—our sins! He took the punishment, and that made us whole. Through his stripes we get healed. Isaiah 53:1-5 (MSG

Can we lay our burdens on the crucified one?
I know we hurt, even those on the fringe, or who see the fears for their children lived out in the lives of others.  We in our anger and pain want to strigke out – want to rail against the evil – we want to take on something.  I understand that!  I know that desire – to somehow focus all of our rage, all of our pain on someone….

There is only one place to focus that rage – to focus that pain, to focus the anger…..the place that God focused it – along with all His wrath – not just for this massive evil example of sin, but all of the sin we deal with…

We have to go to the cross – to pour out our pain, our anguish, our anger on Jesus Christ – as He lies there  – a victim unlike any other – for He chose to be the victim – to take all of the wrath for such actions, to let such sin, and the grief it causes to be nailed with Him there to the cross.

It is there – that our reactions, which can in themselves be sinful and trauma causing and sinful.. can be poured out…. on Jesus, as the cross…

Empty of the pain, our eyes perhaps unable to cry anymore… we find at the cross peace…

Who are we to focus our anger and pain on?

Devotional/Discussion thought of the Day:

The cries of pain kept me up late into the night, as I remember the words on the radio, the comments on television, the wars of words that filled Facebook and twitter.Even as I struggle amid the realization that I cannot understand the evil that drove a man in Connecticut to act in such an.. evil.. way, the responses didn’t seem to want to diminish the evil but rather revel in hate.  Even as I was starting to get to the point where I could pray, the news of another massacre in an elementary school, this one in China, filled my screens…  Add to that the publicity-seekers, who rather then send their condolences private, but issued condolences via press releases, and those speculated on the why’s, and the how to prevent the next unpreventable tragedy.

For those who have been involved in such traumas, as I was in 2005*, the speculations and declarations are not something that is beneficial – the most hurtful are those that indicate God allowed such trauma because of this, or that.  Indeed, the pain is only increased, the questioning of God that is part of the process of grief made even more painful.   The people of God think that God is so petty that He would allow such trauma because we took prayer out of schools?  Or that because we didn’t confront one sin directly.  ANd then I realize – I am focusing my anger, as inappropriately as those I want to confront for their inappropriate focus….

I know we hurt, even those on the fringe, or who see the fears for their children lived out in the lives of others.  We in our anger and pain want to strigke out – want to rail against the evil – we want to take on something.  I understand that!  I know that desire – to somehow focus all of our rage, all of our pain on someone….

There is only one place to focus that rage – to focus that pain, to focus the anger…..the place that God focused it – along with all His wrath – not just for this massive evil example of sin, but all of the sin we deal with…

We have to go to the cross – to pour out our pain, our anguish, our anger on Jesus Christ – as He lies there  – a victim unlike any other – for He chose to be the victim – to take all of the wrath for such actions, to let such sin, and the grief it causes to be nailed with Him there to the cross.

It is there – that our reactions, which can in themselves be sinful and trauma causing and sinful.. can be poured out…. on Jesus, as the cross…

The prophet Isaiah put it this way…

 1 Who believes what we’ve heard and seen? Who would have thought GOD’s saving power would look like this? 2

4 But the fact is, it was our pains he carried— our disfigurements, all the things wrong with us. We thought he brought it on himself, that God was punishing him for his own failures. 5 But it was our sins that did that to him, that ripped and tore and crushed him—our sins! He took the punishment, and that made us whole. Through his bruises we get healed.Isaiah 53:1-5 (MSG)

And as you pour out your pain, your grief, and yes, your anger on Him, know that He endures it, even as He despises the shame… for the joy of knowing your healing.

God’s peace flood you life.. this day… and each…..

 

 

*( I was part of a team that ministered and counseled students dealing with a murder/multiple homicide – an entire family wiped out)

The Greatest Collector’s Collection

Devotional THought of the Day:

This morning I will be doing a funeral, helping a daughter grieve, a daughter whose mom passed away10 months ago, whose day passed away last week.

When I met him, he talked a little about the history he had at our church, the families and friends he remembered, who he served by.  He also talked a lot about the things he collected over the years, the precious stamps and coins, the meeting with others who collected, the teaching of young collectors.  Our discussions brought to mind a favored passage:

 45 ‘Again, the kingdom of Heaven is like a merchant looking for fine pearls; 46 when he finds one of great value he goes and sells everything he owns and buys it.Matthew 13:45-46 (NJB)

That is a dedicated Collector, One willing to give up everything for that which is His prized possession.

So often I have heard that passage talk about those who seek for God – who seek for righteousness, who long to set things…right.

If you look carefully though, it is not so – the Kingdom of God is like the merchant – this is describing the work of the Father, and His work in coming to redeem (to purchase back) the pearl.  They are the one’s seeking to complete their collection, even as the Shepherd will look for the lost sheep, or the woman her lost coin, or the Father, his prodigal son.

God is out – collecting – He has sent His agents into the world (us – His people) to continue to search for the collection.  And He gave up everything- to purchase for Himself a people.  He gave up His only beloved Son.

It is in days like this, that our trust in God is challenged a bit – in days where the bills are tight, in days where we don’t grasp everything going on.. it is then we need to remember that He seeks us, He comes to us, He pays the price for us, He loves us…..

And His goal is to have us…with Him.

As we draw near to a close in this advent season…may we always rejoice in His seeking us.

The Lord you are Seeking! Really?

     In Jesus Name

 

Come and See! The Lord you are seeking

Mal 3:1-7

As you prepare to celebrate Christmas, may you welcome the Lord’s assistance in “cleaning house”, even as you realize the love and mercy and faithfulness He will do it with!

Are you ready?

Years ago, when I ran bookstores, most managers feared something. Some of the best of my peers, the people I looked up to an counted as mentors, would tremble when three little words were mentioned.

“zero defect audit”

 

When the news hit the grapevine that our regional manager had begun them, the panic set in, the managers would leave whatever they were doing, dive into the files and the paperwork on their desks… the staff’s would immediately go into hyper-drive cleaning and everyone’s stress levels would skyrocket.

Some managers even developed techniques, allowing a few, very visible mistakes, that would be caught, allowing the regional manager to find the errors, and they thought she would be content “getting them”, and leave the rest of their operation alone.

Somehow we missed the point – if the audit’s were done well, they would help us correct paperwork errors, help us see our weaknesses and adjust to them.. and should we learn from our errors and accept the assistance in cleaning up our acts… then our bonuses would skyrocket!  It was not easy, indeed looking at our errors was sometimes…painful.  Yet, the payoff was incredible.

But we were too afraid of the coming, about the required look at the “life” of our stores.

Sometimes, I think we are afraid of God, and we would rather not deal with His presence in our lives now, for very similar reasons… we need to be straightened up, cleaned up, we need to get our acts together… before the final audit..

This cleansing is part of advent… and indeed our daily lives.  For we live, not just with a coming Lord, but with the One who is coming, yet is already here, incarnate, present, working in our lives.

 

What do we need to be cleansed of?

 

As we hear Malachi’s message to the people of God, as we hear him tell us of God’s covenant bringing apostle/messenger, there is a pause, something that grabs our attention, and causes us to hesitate..  Hear the words, that like “zero defect audit”, throw a shock into your system….

“But who will be able to endure it when he comes? Who will be able to stand and face him when he appears? For he will be like a blazing fire that refines metal, or like a strong soap that bleaches clothes. He will sit like a refiner of silver, burning away the dross. He will purify the Levites, refining them like gold and silver,

 

How many of you… are ready to stand there, and watch God cleanse your life?  To apply the heat – or the lye or bleach that is necessary to remove all that has marred your life?  How many are willing to stand there and see the dirt of your life removed? To stand under the pressure of what it takes to cleanse them?

 

I remember the “debriefing” from some of those zero defect audits, as my senior staff and I were told where we fell short, the feeling as if a football was caught in my throat, the absolute powerlessness, the inability to say, but wait – you need to understand this.. the inability to excuse…  And the results of that briefing were marked on a three by two foot poster, that hung prominently in my office… the results of 6 audits there for all to see…

Are we ready for that, not as our files are reviewed, but as our lives are?  Are you ready to have those things which we try to hide, or worse, the things we do so often that we forget that they are offensive to God, revealed before Him, as He cleans our lives?

Sometimes I think – wouldn’t it be great if God came, and cleaned up this world in which we live?  If God would come and deal with all the problems, all the pains, all of the sin an immorality?  If that list, the sorcerers, the adulterers, against all those who break their word, all those who don’t treat their employees well – against all those who don’t even have the most basic sense of hospitality towards those in great need, if God would just deal with them and every other person who breaks His commandments?  Wouldn’t it be great?

Then I realize, if God has to clean up – wouldn’t He start with us?  With those that know best His will, who know His commands, who understand that they all boil down to two relationships – our relationship with Him, and our relationship with every person He has created.

And all of a sudden, I am not so ready for a spiritual audit, I want to hide or take a week or two off.  How about you?  AN audit, a cleansing, not performed by some mere pastor or prophet… but by the Lord God Almighty…

 

But the good..

 

A few months after the audits, there was always “EoY” paperwork, and the closing of a year – even as we just closed another church year, and are about to say goodbye to 2012, and eventually will see and end of the age…when Christ returns.

After the EoY review, there was the day when the regional manager showed up again – this time with envelopes in her hands.  Checks were in those envelopes – and sometimes they were significant.

That is what we wait for now!  The day when Jesus comes again, when the work pays off!  I am not talking about our work, but the work He accomplishes in us.  We are His worksmanship – His masterpiece, He is the one who takes our lives and molds them into something that is incredible.   When we realize just how much filth He has cleansed us of, when we see what He does, when we realize how much love He has for us.

We rejoice, we have hope… for Joy has come to our world.

When we realize how phenomenally He deals with the injustive of the world, when we realize how He uses it for our good, when we get to the point where we pause… and look and see…

We realize the guarantee to prodigals,  We realize the blessing that He never changes!  A blessing that our prophet this morning tells us that we will never be be devoured, we will never be consumed.  But that we can return – we can joyfully seek the Lord who comes bringing the promises of the covenant, fulfilling the work of God.

You see, God created you and I for a purpose – an eternal purpose. Not to be transformed into someone else, but His cleansing, His promise work in your lives, is to reveal in you that which has been marred, that which has been hidden by sin, by unrighteousness.

To reveal in you the child of God, to remove the labels like prodigal, or sinner, or even the name of the sin or unrighteousness that holds you in bondange.

That is the nature of advent, a time to ditch the facades, the sins, from gossip to lust to using God’s name, the name we’ve been given to use, in our vanity.  To remove us and free us and given us life.

The people of the Old Testament saw this, yet didn’t.  They longed for the return of the messenger, the apostle who would prepare the way for the Lord.  They longed to see the Lord who would come suddenly, the one who would bring a covenant that resulted in the forgiveness of sins.

At the end of the passage, the verse asks, “how shall we return”… the answer is provided in the very promise of God – I will return to you…

They struggled with what this means, the removal of idols and sins, the cleansing of things we are firmly attached to, the sins that have their claws stuck in our hearts and minds.  Hearts and minds, that like ours, were meant to live, not in bondage to sin and anxiety and unrighteousness, but hearts and minds that were meant to feast with our Father, in complete fellowship, in a relationship that nothing could mar…

and that is why He has come, why He accomplished this very cleansing, this very purification, as He hung on that cross – as every sing was stipped from us, and laid on Him.

For we were meant – heart and minds, to live in His glorious peace… and until that is revealed in all His glory, know this – you are already there – protected, guarded, kept in that peace, by the Lord who has come, in whose presence we live.

Come and see your Lord, your newborn King – and feast in His peace filled presence!
AMEN?

You are a light shattering others darkness

Devotional thought of the Day:

You saw it quite clearly: while so many people do not know God, he has looked to you. He wants you to form a foundation stone, an ashlar, on which the life of the Church can rest. Meditate on this reality and you will draw many practical consequences for your ordinary behaviour: the foundation stone—hidden and possibly rather dull—has to be solid, showing no weakness. It has to serve as a support for the building… If not, it remains isolated.(1)

It sometimes seems like the world is darker than it has been in a century, that immorality and unethical behavior are now the norm for life,   It perhaps isn’t, for the time when St. Josemaria ministered in Spain had its times, as of course did the Vietnam Era.  Yet when you look at Southern California, and the amount of people in churches, one begins to wonder how few people truly know and rejoice in the love and presence of God.

There is a tendency to bemoan our condition, to think that we have been defeated, that our generation will see more and more churches close, as our part of the world sees the light of Christ snuffed out.  After all, most of the pastors I know are not incredibly powerful evangelists, most of us are common, ordinary, bland types.  We try hard, but we don’t always see the results, in fact we rarely see them.

That is why I like the quote above.  For our work isn’t necessarily to be the beautiful marble of huge temples, we are not the beauty of Roman Basilicas, or English Cathedrals.  We are the foundations, those who point solidly to Christ, those who have been strengthened and bear the weight, those whose trust in God is revealed in a faithfulness we may not even realize people observe in us.  And such lack of self-awareness is not a bad thing – our awareness needs to be focused on the cornerstone. – the one we take our lead and line from.

The people then, that understand we (and I am not just talking about pastors and priests, but about all those using their gifts to serve others) are like the stones that build up the building, the stones that do gather attention, the lives that are radically changed, the ones who are lifted up, the ones who testify of God’s love… because we were used to reveal it to them.

Not doing something spectacular in the faith – that is okay – be faithful in looking to Christ – love Him, adore Him, find yourself, int he midst of that love, loving others… and you will find with that simply done… not just a church being built up around you, but the church being built in the world.

Remember to look and cry… Lord have mercy… and rejoice as that mercy is revealed in your life and others…

(1)Escriva, Josemaria (2011-01-31). The Forge (Kindle Locations 1804-1808). Scepter Publishers. Kindle Edition.

The Advent of Peace

Advent of Peace

Haggai 2:4-9

 

Grace and peace to you, the much-promised gift of God our Father, delivered in Christ-incarnate!

 

 Do not fear, do not be anxious!

          But How.. and when?

As I hear Longfellow’s poem set to music, (the sermon hymn was “I heard the bells on Christmas Day” – it is an incredible story- !) and the change that comes over him, as if a light is simply turned on, I want to find a way to dismiss his suffering, to dismiss his grief, and thereby, to stay in my own grief, my own negativity, my own despair, my own anxiety.  The problem is I know the background of Longfellow’s poem, and my trauma, even and the trauma of our world is not comparable to his trauma, and the trauma of his time.

There is something in this time of year as well, as I talk to businessmen, and principals, other pastors and those who I come in contact with, there is a sense of pessimism, in this time where we should be eagerly expecting some of the greatest joy of the year.  People are struggling – many of us are struggling…

I hear in the song, the words of the angels who visit the outcasts in the field ,

Do not fear!  There is peace on Earth, and God’s will, His desire for men is good…good!

And my theologian brain comes into play and I justify my dweeling in the early part of the song with theological statements like this promise of peace is now..and not yet.  It is fulfilled and yet I can’t really see it.

And I, with supposed justification slink back into despair, and bow my head in defeat.

And then comes Advent… and we have to come face to face with the promise, and we have to realize – that yes, this promise is true, as is the God who delivered that promise to a stable in Bethlehem 2000 years ago.

But how do we make the change – from despair to joy, from thinking there is no peace, to glorying in it?

That is the challenge of Advent.

 

Look to His creation!

        Look to  the simple glory and know… the glory of Christ

        And in the place where Christ is, glory and peace dwells

        And that is in you.

 

In the words of the prophet Haggai, as his words, like the angels encourage us, I think I begin to see how to find the peace.

First the prophet reminds us of two of God’s promises by calling to mind His oath and covenant with us.  That covenant was made when He delivered his people from bondage one, and assured them that He would always do so..  The second promise is there – next slide – when the Father promised, even back then, that the Holy Spirit would remain in the midst of His people – that God’s presence was there, even then, caring and comforting, forgiving and guiding, pouring out and establishing His peace..

There begins the source of our strength!

Less we doubt God being able to provide this care, this peace, the prophet is instructed to remind us of the incredible power of God – that He can, and indeed will shake the world, to separate and sift it, separating what is the treasure – what is the glory of those nations, that it may come pouring in.

God claims it is all His, that it all belongs to Him, that the glory of it will cause the glory of God’s abode to be greater than it ever was…

And then we realize, the gold and silver symbolize something, for while that may be where man’s treasure is, it is not where God’s is.

What is God’s treasures, that will out of the nations…

You and I are…

And when we realize that – the lights turn on… and we hear the glorious words, and we know that in this place, where we dwell with God, there is peace.

That’s the concept of advent – come and seen this newborn king – Come and adore Him,

Come and realize His promises are true – that He is the King of Kings and Lord of Lord.

Come, and leave the fears and anxieties behind – His spirit is present, His peace is present.

and as we look at our Lord, as we see the manger and the cross, and the empty tomb….

The light shatters the darkness, the love heals our brokenness, and we know, heart, soul mind and strength… that there is peace on earth, that there is God’s will coming complete in our lives…

Come and see – His peace is here… His Good will is here… and it is well…

Keep Christ and Mas together

Devotional thought of the day… err evening

It’s that time of year, when people get irritated and their reactions a bit haughty and even insistent.  Look at facebook – and see how many different people have posted how many different pictures with the same slogan, though different pictures of manger scenes, of Mary riding donkey in the evening. The slogan even more the focus than the Lord they sort of testify too…..

KEEP CHRIST IN CHRISTMAS!!

i  understand the basic sentiment, and the idea of protecting a sacred holy day.  The insistence is absolute, the anger at those who greet “happy holidays” or other greetings so strong, you almost feel it.

My sense of irony reads these  comments, and occasionally petitions that we are asked to sign “online”.  Irony because I am not sure the “mas” part of Christmas is considered by those insisting to keep Christ in Christmas. Let me explain.

The “mas” in Christmas derives from a word related to gathering, or congregate, or crowd.  Related to the idea of the mass – the liturgy gathering, congregating of God’s people, and what they do together, receiving God’s gifts and in awe, glorifying and praising Him.

If we then, are going to keep Christ in Christmas, shouldn’t that include gathering to praise Him? To receive the gifts that He brings us, because He was hung on a tree?  Part of me wonders, how much time in prayer and reading God’s word, never mind worship, is spent by those who adamantly insist to keep Christ in Christ-mas.  Or are their gatherings more about other good things, family and friends and presents and such – but lack spending time with the One the day is named after, finding there isn’t enough time to gather with God’s family, to celebrate Jesus birth.

Keep Christ in your gatherings, gather with others who trust in Him, and rejoice in the reason for His birth.