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Moving From Religious Superstition to Religious Faith: Easter and the 666th blog post

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12  My commandment is this: love one another, just as I love you. 13  The greatest love you can have for your friends is to give your life for them. 14  And you are my friends if you do what I command you. 15  I do not call you servants any longer, because servants do not know what their master is doing. Instead, I call you friends, because I have told you everything I heard from my Father. 16  You did not choose me; I chose you and appointed you to go and bear much fruit, the kind of fruit that endures. And so the Father will give you whatever you ask of him in my name. 17  This, then, is what I command you: love one another. John 15:12-17 (TEV)

100 I am not the apostle I should be. I am… too timid. Could it not be that you are fainthearted, because your love is small? It is time to change! (1)

Yesterday my blog post was the 666th post on this blog.  It happened to be my Easter Sunday sermon, an odd “coincidence.”

I posed the question on Facebook, about whether I should post a Easter Sermon with post #666, or just post a blank post there.  As I noted in the question, I had already decided my response to the oddity, but I thought posing the question would make for a good learning experience. One of my friends, a devout atheist (and I use “devout” purposefully) indicated I shouldn’t, as did one other.  Some of the others encouraged, even dared me too, two noting that superstition should have no place in the consideration.  A response, which seemed with such certainty, such fervor, that it almost seemed counter-superstitious.  I must, some seem to assert, post it to prove that superstition had no hold over me.  That almost seems superstitious!

I asked the question, partially from curiosity, and partially because it resonated with my sermon.  The sermon was a discussion about faith in God, about trusting in Him, and worshiping Him, and no other gods.  To revel, to find great joy and peace that we are encrypted, hidden with Christ in God; even as we walk our journeys in this world with Christ.  To keep our eyes on Christ in the heavenly places, to know His work redeeming us is done, yet He continues to work within us, as the Holy Spirit conforms us to the image of Christ,

The image of love.  Bringing us to the point where we truly begin to love one another, including those whom we struggle with, not just being challenged to love them, but even to like them. To realize that this is possible, as we look to Christ, as we keep our minds on heavenly things, to trust God with everything we are, to turn to Him, not only when the burdens overwhelm us, but even in the simple things.  As a simple bread making monk once put it, we need to practice the presence of God.  To be so confident of His love, that all other things are dealt with, while residing in His love, while residing in His peace.

That is when we see that everything has a spiritual component, Making bread, talking to our neighbors, working, being a husband, a father.  Whatever the place where God has guided us to, whatever role, becomes a place of love, for He is there with us.

It is this kind of growth, this need to depend on God, and the confidence that grows in His presence, that leads us from a form of “religious superstition” to a “religious faith”.  That means we know we don’t have to be anxious about 666 or making sure our actions and thoughts conform to some man-made expectation, some man-made ritual,  Because we know, intimately know, God’s heart, we know He secures our salvation, that He is our Hope, and our Way.  That Easter provides for us a remembrance on the depth of His love, the insight to how we live, as we trust in Him above all things.  As we realize He is God, and therefore we don’t have to be.   We can count on Him to be our deliverer, our savior, the One who is our master, our protector.

Where we live in awe of His love, not in superstitious fear.

A relationship, where His faithfulness assures us of what we need, to be able to live freely, to love. Rather that being paranoid about every move we make….

Lord, we trust in You, help us to trust You!

AMEN

 

 

Escriva, Josemaria (2011-01-31). Furrow (Kindle Locations 628-630). Scepter Publishers. Kindle Edition.

Why Would God Blind Them as to who Jesus Was?

Concordia Lutheran Church - Cerritos, Ca , at dawn on Easter Sunday(in order to make sense of the sermon, I have included the beginning of our service – the processional readings for Palm and Passion Sunday. THere is something about crying in one breath “Hossanna ! Blessed is He who comes in the name of the Lord!” and in the next, “Crucify Him!”  That tension, that uncomfortable gut wrenching realization that we would have cried out as they did…. is something we should experience, and oddly enough, where we find God’s greatest glory revealed. DTP )

Invocation  

pastor:               “In the name of the Father and of the T Son and of the Holy Spirit!” Cogregation:       Amen!

Verses for Procession for Palm Sunday       Matthew 21:1–9 

pastor:                 “When they drew near to Jerusalem and came to Bethphage, to the Mount of Olives, then Jesus sent two disciples, 2saying to them, “Go into the village in front of you, and immediately you will find a donkey tied, and a colt with her. Untie them and bring them to me. 3If anyone says anything to you, you shall say, ‘The Lord needs them,’ and he will send them at once.” 4This took place to fulfill what was spoken by the prophet, saying, congregation:    Say to the daughter of Zion, ‘Behold, your king is coming to you, humble, and mounted on a donkey, and on a colt, the foal of a beast of burden.’” pastor :                      6The disciples went and did as Jesus had directed them. 7They brought the donkey and the colt and put on them their cloaks, and he sat on them. 8Most of the crowd spread their cloaks on the road, and others cut branches from the trees and spread them on the road. 9And the crowds that went before him and that followed him were shouting, congregation       “Hosanna to the Son of David! Blessed is he who comes in the name of the Lord! Hosanna in the highest!”

 Processional Hymn       All Hail the Power of Jesus’ Name/Our God Reigns

pastor :                          (Later that Week) 21  So the governor asked again, “Which of these two do you want me to release to you?” The crowd shouted back, congregation:     “Barabbas! pastor:late             Pilate responded, “Then what should I do with Jesus who is called the Messiah?” They shouted back, congregation:      “Crucify him!” pastor                           ““Why?” Pilate demanded. “What crime has he committed?” But the mob roared even louder, congregation:      “Crucify him!” pastor:                          Pilate saw that he wasn’t getting anywhere and that a riot was developing. So he sent for a bowl of water and washed his hands before the crowd, saying, “I am innocent of this man’s blood. The responsibility is yours!” 25  And all the people yelled back, congregation       “We will take responsibility for his death—we and our children!”

Confession and Absolution

(we then proceeded into a time of confession our sins, and hearing the incredible words, that because of Christ, they are forgiven….It it with that context that the following sermon is delviered)

Why Would God Blind their Eyes?

Because Jesus Christ Had to Die…For Us

John 12:20-43

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May You Grow in Awareness of what is yours as you walk in Christ, the grace, mercy and peace of God our Father.  AMEN.

I don’t get it….

I usually love the mysteries of scripture, the things we call paradoxes. They are glorious, mystical things that cause our minds to eventually give up, and stand there, in awe of God’s wisdom and glory.

The mystery that is the Trinity, the paradox of Jesus being 100% God and yet 100% man.  The mystery that we will celebrate as we take and eat the Body of Christ, in and under the bread; and drink the blood of Christ in and under the wine.  I could go on and talk of how we are simultaneously sinners and yet righteous, or the mystery of our being Born Again, as God’s pours water over us, and replaces our hearts of stone with hearts of flesh….

There are other things, not quite to the level of these glorious mysteries, but still puzzling, and it takes a little to work them out.  Things in scripture that just don’t make sense at first glance.  We have to struggle with them, to understand how what it teaches makes sense, considering what we know about God.

Such is found in verse 40 of the gospel reading.  (Click)

40  “The Lord has blinded their eyes and hardened their hearts— so that their eyes cannot see, and their hearts cannot understand, and they cannot turn to me and have me heal them.” John 12:40 (NLT)

Does this sound like the action of the God we know, who loves us, and desires that none should perish, but that all would come to everlasting life?  That He would intentionally blind someone, that they couldn’t see His glory, that he would harden their hearts so that they couldn’t understand? Why would He stop them from turning to Him? Why wouldn’t He heal them?

Is this the God of love that we adore?  (Click) Or are we missing something?  Why would God blind their eyes?

The Mission:  Bring Glory to the Father’s Name

As the gospel reading opened, just prior to the Triumphal Entry, the Great procession into Jerusalem we see something that we need to understand.  Before Jesus enters Jerusalem, before the cries change from Hosanna to Crucify Him, Jesus will hear that the world has come, and has wanted to meet with Him.

A few Greeks have come to Jerusalem, and desire to meet jesus.

Think back to last week, when Caiaphas prophesied that it would be better for one Man to die, that the people of God would live.  John’s gospel said – it wasn’t just for one nation, but looking to the Old Testament prophecies, that people from every nation would be saved when One Man died. Then there is this, from the dedication of the temple…

41  “In the future, foreigners who do not belong to your people Israel will hear of you. They will come from distant lands because of your name, 42  for they will hear of your great name and your strong hand and your powerful arm. And when they pray toward this Temple, 43  then hear from heaven where you live, and grant what they ask of you. In this way, all the people of the earth will come to know and fear you, just as your own people Israel do. 1 Kings 8:41-43 (NLT)

That day has come, as men come from distant lands to pray, and they will soon know the glorious answer to their prayers – that God is listening.  The time when Christ is to die, though they don’t get that yet.  He points is out in places like verse 23-24  (click)

23  Jesus replied, “Now the time has come for the Son of Man to enter into his glory. 24  I tell you the truth, unless a kernel of wheat is planted in the soil and dies, it remains alone. But its death will produce many new kernels—a plentiful harvest of new lives. John 12:23-24 (NLT)

In this, Jesus unites His glory to His death, the death where He is planted, but that very death provides a plentiful harvest and lives that are full of His love. That seems odd as well, for how is the death of a man, especially the torture and death that Jesus faced, something that would be glorious? Jesus will make the point again a moment later,  (click)

32  And when I am lifted up from the earth, I will draw everyone to myself.” John 12:32 (NLT)

That word “lifted” up, is more often used in the sense of our phrase – “putting up on a pedestal”.  To honor and cherish and praise the one lifted up, yet the crowd understood this meant he would be crucified? (click) Glorified or Crucified? (click) Or could it be both?  (click)

The Challenge – Would We Cry to Crucify Christ?

Could lifting up Christ refer to Christ being glorified, to the Father’s name being praised, and to the crucifixion of Jesus?

It does – and that is why God would blind the people of Israel, and harden their hearts. Because Jesus needed to die for them, for us. It is here where we find our answer to the original question:  (CLICK)

“Why would God Blind their eyes?” Because otherwise, as the other reading says, they wouldn’t crucify the Lord of Glory.

How many of you this morning, were comfortable saying the words the crowds cried on Good Friday? How many felt odd crying “Crucify Him!”? We struggle with the idea, and we weren’t even there in the courtyard.  How could we cry out crucify jesus?  The Son of God?

How many did felt a lump in their throat, or hesitated? How dare we call for His death, even to save us from our sins? 

I think that is what makes it hard – knowing that it was our sins that put Him there. How many of us, considering our sin, our failures, our shame and guilt, would even ask Jesus to pay for those sins?  Demand it?  Yell it til Pilate submits?

Yet that moment, when what the crowds’ two cries are fulfilled simultaneously, when the Messiah, the Son of David comes and saves us, as His is nailed to the cross, that moment as He says, It is finished; that moment is glorious.

It is the moment we are delivered, the moment we find ourselves freed from sin, from all unrighteousness, the moment our eyes are opened, our stone hearts are replaced with hearts of flesh.  That moment – when the crowds cries – Hosanna and Crucify Him are fulfilled… that moment is glorious.

As Christ dies, for us.

That’s the Moment the Father is Praised and Glorified for… Odd isn’t it?

If they weren’t blinded, if they hearts weren’t hardened, they wouldn’t have killed the Lord of Glory, They had already tried to make Him king, they wanted Him to free them, but they had no clue the kind of Kingdom He came to deliver.

I am not sure we get it all the time either…. It is too glorious, too incredible, more wonderful than anything we’ve ever seen, or heard, or even imagined

For It is at that moment, as we see Jesus, on the cross, beaten and brutalized that we realize the depth of God’s love for us, and we praise God, we glorify Him, we are in awe..

God loves us that much?

Yes, you and I.

That much!

Think about it for another moment…..

Imagine now crying out “crucify him,” understanding His love, His compassion, and His joy that drives Him to that cross……

to save you.

and me.

And the world.

May knowing the depth of Christ’s love for you, of the Father’s desire to make you His children, instill in you His peace, the peace of God which passes all understanding, and guards your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus. AMEN.

Can We Demand A Blessing from God?

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22  That same night Jacob got up, took his two wives, his two concubines, and his eleven children, and crossed the Jabbok River. 23  After he had sent them across, he also sent across all that he owned, 24  but he stayed behind, alone. Then a man came and wrestled with him until just before daybreak. 25  When the man saw that he was not winning the struggle, he hit Jacob on the hip, and it was thrown out of joint. 26  The man said, “Let me go; daylight is coming.” “I won’t, unless you bless me,” Jacob answered. 27  “What is your name?” the man asked. “Jacob,” he answered. 28  The man said, “Your name will no longer be Jacob. You have struggled with God and with men, and you have won; so your name will be Israel.” 29  Jacob said, “Now tell me your name.” But he answered, “Why do you want to know my name?” Then he blessed Jacob. 30  Jacob said, “I have seen God face-to-face, and I am still alive”; so he named the place Peniel. Genesis 32:22-30 (TEV)

70         You asked me if I had a cross to bear. And I answered, “Yes, we always have to bear the Cross.” But it is a glorious Cross, a divine seal, the authentic guarantee of our being children of God. That is why we always walk along happily with the Cross.  (1)


I don’t like to wrestle with God, yet I find myself doing it far too often.

Often the wrestling is because I am too much like Jacob, I want things the way I want them.  Often times the way I want them seems quite logical, quite loving.

I want couples to grow together, not fight each other.  I want my family and friends to be healthy, not dealing with heart issues, or cancer, or even the effects of aging and it slowing them down.  I want my friends to be fellow disciples – studying and knowing God’s love, and desiring to spend time in worship and in service, and realizing that those two things, are really the same.

These things aren’t bad, are they?  Why can’t they simply happen?

I am tired of wrestling with God over them, there are days, where I want to just walk away, to give up, to let people go there way, and find some nice “normal” life.  Like Jeremiah, I have to rant and rave at times:

7  LORD, you have deceived me, and I was deceived. You are stronger than I am, and you have overpowered me. Everyone makes fun of me; they laugh at me all day long. Jeremiah 20:7 (TEV)

I can’t  I have to wrestle with Him, I have to fight, I have to realize how He has blessed us.  Until I do, like Jacob, I cannot give up.  I have to find that blessing, I have to demand it,

I have to realize what it is….I have to realize the nature of the cross that He has chosen me to bear, even as you bear one as well.

The wrestling with God is all about the cross St Josemaria mentions;  Jeremiah’s being deceived gives us the answer as well. Here is how Jeremiah sees the matter resolve…..

9  But when I say, “I will forget the LORD and no longer speak in his name,” then your message is like a fire burning deep within me. I try my best to hold it in, but can no longer keep it back. Jeremiah 20:9 (TEV)

It is seen in Jacob realizing the answer to the unanswered question,  Who was this man?  Jacob’s realization – it is God, I have seen His face.  I even wrestled with Him, and He and I survived.

God came to me, He is here.  He has come to you as well, and sometimes, the battle is on.  We fight him, we try to forget Him, we do everything we can…. and He is still here.  King David describes this as well in Psalm 139 – where he tries to flee God, and realizes His silliness.

The blessing?  The reason we fight Him?  It’s found in the very fight. He will wrestle with us, without destroying us.  He comes to us, and engages with us, and cares enough to see the battle through.  To let us rant and rave, and yeah – even sometimes cry, but in the end…. realizing His presence… we find peace.

That is the blessing..

A blessing that makes the cross glorious, that makes the struggle amazing, that makes God’s message, something we cannot dismiss or ignore… for it burns inside us.

To realize God has come to us, to you, to me.  That He is here, with mercy and comfort, love… and a peace that we cannot explain.  Even as we are exhausted from the fight, and weary from the burden of the cross… and though we still don’t get the entire story…. we know all that matters…..

He is here…and that is our blessing.

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(1)  Escriva, Josemaria (2011-01-31). Furrow (Kindle Locations 514-517). Scepter Publishers. Kindle Edition.

 

Change: A Lenten Journey

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 2  Do not conform yourselves to the standards of this world, but let God transform you inwardly by a complete change of your mind. Then you will be able to know the will of God—what is good and is pleasing to him and is perfectRomans 12:2 (TEV)

2    May your behavior and your conversation be such that everyone who sees or hears you can say: This man reads the life of Jesus Christ.

This morning, I found out a good friend of mine is going to be experiencing a massive change this summer, as he returns to the U.S.A from the mission field.  His children were born on the field, all they know is living in Asia.  It will be a massive challenge to readjust to life here..  Another friend, a Catholic priest, will be also changing parishes, leaving behind people he loves, and taking on some challening responsibilities.  Many I know are going through changes of life, as they get older, as they are married, as they leave school and enter the workforce.  The change that happens as health crisis threaten.

Change – it is challenging, it is frieghtening, it is ocverwhelming, and based on a lot of experience, it often simply, sucks.

Maybe that is why Lent is such a challenge for us. Because of the changes that we will undergo as we consider our lives.  I am not talking about giving up chocolate, or not eating meat on Friday, or of committing to do a good thing every day.  These actions, taken with great sincerity, are simply symbolic of what we hope and fear to see coming out of a Lenten season, our of a life that is, to use a fancy church word penitnent.  (More than just being sorry, but grieving over sin and the brokenness it causes.

Lent is a season of change. A season of transformation, a season of realizing our desperate, yes desperate need for the presence of God in our lives.  For Him to come into our life, into our brokenness, into the deepest parts of our lives.  The parts we would rather not face, the pasts we are scared to revisit, He comes there, and takes on the sin, the pain, the brokennes.  He consumes it, there on the cross where it is with Him.  This is a change as fierce, as daunting, as radical as anything we can undergo in life.   For it is death for that part of us, the part we cannot cope with, the burdens we need to be freed from, for they crush the life out of us.

It could be said that this process of facing our brokennes is hard, is extreme, is a process of change that goes beyond our ability to bear.  For we have to die to self, and trust that we will coem alive in Christ.  It is a re-living of our baptism, for it happened there as well.  Unting with the death of Christ………the strkness, the cruelty of the cross.

Yet, on the otherside, there is light and peace… and joy.

For there is God, there is Christ, there is the gift fo the Holy Spirit who walks us through this valley of the shadow of death, to celebrate Christ’s feast.

That is our journey of lent, our journey that changes us, as we walk with Jesus to the cross, and to the resurrection.

May you embrace the change this year, knowing God’s mercy, and allowing Him to clean out the places in your life where you fear to go.

Escriva, Josemaria (2010-11-02). The Way (Kindle Locations 174-175). Scepter Publishers. Kindle Edition.

The Mission: To Reveal Jesus Lifted Up

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English: Lord Jesus at St Joseph Oratory, Montreal. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

The Mission: To Reveal Jesus Lifted Up

John 12:20-33

 

In Jesus Name

 

May you realize the gifts of God that are yours, the mercy, the peace, the love of the Father, which is yours because Jesus was glorified on the Cross.

Why didn’t they recognize the Father’s voice?

       That’s His mission and ours…

When I sit down to study a Bible passage to preach on it, I usually read the passage a few times – and wait for questions to develop before I start looking at the original languages, or at what people have said in the nearly 2000 years since the Bible was completed.

The questions are usually simple observations, the odd things I notice that make me wonder about our relationships.  First our relationship with each other, then our relationship with God.

Some of those questions stick with me a while, and so it was this week.  The question this week that bugged me.. that creates the basis for this sermon is this,

“Why didn’t the crowd recognize the Voice speaking through the clouds?” Why didn’t they recognize the voice of our Heavenly Father?

After all, how many times have voices spoken from the heavens?  Who else could it be?

On this day, as we dedicate our preschool staff, as we start a series looking at God’s mission in this world, the answer to that question is critical. For His mission becomes our mission.

“Why didn’t the crowd recognize the Voice speaking through the clouds”  Why didn’t they recognize God’s voice?”

When we realize the answer – we will realize what we are asking our staff to do.  Really what we are asking all that are part of this community of faith to do….
Simply put – God’s mission, our mission is to reveal Christ lifted up, entering His glory… that He can draw all to Him.

The Greeks and the Jews… same problem?

       Which Jesus would they see?

 

Today’s gospel reading starts out with the Greeks, the non-Jewish people looking for Jesus.  They had come up for the Passover feast, and whether they were simply curious about Judaism or they were in the process of conversion, we do not know.  It would be an uncomfortable place to be, for many Jews resented their presence.  Which is why they looked for one of the apostles, to ask permission to see Jesus.

Compare that to the Jewish leaders and people themselves who saw Jesus, but did not really see Him.  They could grasp that He was, and is the Son of God. It seems ironic – those who desired to see Jesus could not but those that could didn’t really see Him either.

I think we have the same problem today, when we “look” for Jesus, and especially when we want to see Jesus in all of His glory.

Some of us look for the cute Jesus, like in a movie where the star prays to the “sweet 6 pound 8oz baby Lord Jesus”.  A Jesus who is not threatening, one we can’t see judging our actions as sinful and self-destructive, but is precious, cute, and cuddly.  Like the Greek pilgrims, this is a romanticized version of Jesus to look at, to wonder about, to ooh and ahh about, to expect blessings from when we adore Him.

Others look for the risen and reigning Jesus, the One who will return in all glory, and then everything will be put into its place!  Everything will be perfect!  Like the Pharisees, we expect God to fulfil that promise – now and here, and according to our plan.  When we do not see that happening, we look other places. When we expect God to do things our way and He doesn’t – we give up. When we expect Him to applaud our pride, our self-righteousness, our sin.  Instead, He calls us on it and as we ignore Him we cannot recognize His voice, His authority, or His glory.

Like those in the days when Jesus walked and taught in Galilee – too often in our time people want to Jesus on their terms, or they are incapable of seeing Him at all.

What we need to do is see Jesus in all of His glory, when He was glorified.

Then the virgin birth and the 2nd coming can be seen properly… but when was He seen in all His glory?
When was He glorified? 

That is the key.  It is the reality behind Jesus statement about loving life means losing it – and caring nothing for it in this life…means everything for eternity.  He demonstrated that truth on the cross.
You see, when Jesus spoke of it being time for Him to enter into His glory, it is the same as  when he talked about being lifted up from the earth… for He is glorified, He is to be praised and honored and exalted, for what happened on the cross.

For like the serpent on Moses’ pole it is when we look to Jesus on the cross, that we know we will be okay.  God is here! God is aware of what we are going through! We realize that He will deal with all that burdens us, and all that challenges us, all that sin that would poison our lives and quench the life He gives us.

You see, the greatest thing, the most praiseworthy thing Christ does, was on that cross. When we look there, it is not about the sin that we have committed, it is not about whether we were a Pharisee or a prostitute, a pastor or a tax collector.

It is about realizing that it was because God loves us that he was there, that is was the away God deals with our rebellion, our pride, our sin, with love that only we can only see when we look to Christ.  That is why we worship Him, which is why we praise Him, which is why, according to Paul; our Father in heaven glorified His name above every other name.  We do not have to do anything to deserve His love – He poured it all out on the cross, when He was lifted up.

That is what our church and our preschool are about – that is what we are all called to do.  Simply to reveal the love of Jesus, that love that drove Him to the cross.  One of my favorite verses is found in the book of Hebrews – which talks about the joy that was set before Him, the reason He went and did that for which we praise Him.

For the joy that was before Him, Christ endures the cross.

The joy of knowing that we would be drawn to Him, that we would be able to hear the see Jesus, that we would be able to hear the Father.  We do not need to lift him up on the cross again, but our praises need to remind us of the love He showed, of the work He has done, of the very claim He has on our life, because of that cross.

For it is there the difference is made, He was lifted up, and we are drawn to Him and praise His name for what He has done in love for us.  This is why we will be in heaven.  This is why we can forgive others and live free of resentment and guilt, why we don’t have to hate,

Then we know why he was born, and why He will come back again….

For we see Him in all of His glory…in all of His love.
And knowing we are loved, we live in the Father’s peace, a peace that passes all understanding, and guards our hearts and minds which are secure in Jesus. AMEN!

Who are we to focus our anger and pain on?

Devotional/Discussion thought of the Day:

The cries of pain kept me up late into the night, as I remember the words on the radio, the comments on television, the wars of words that filled Facebook and twitter.Even as I struggle amid the realization that I cannot understand the evil that drove a man in Connecticut to act in such an.. evil.. way, the responses didn’t seem to want to diminish the evil but rather revel in hate.  Even as I was starting to get to the point where I could pray, the news of another massacre in an elementary school, this one in China, filled my screens…  Add to that the publicity-seekers, who rather then send their condolences private, but issued condolences via press releases, and those speculated on the why’s, and the how to prevent the next unpreventable tragedy.

For those who have been involved in such traumas, as I was in 2005*, the speculations and declarations are not something that is beneficial – the most hurtful are those that indicate God allowed such trauma because of this, or that.  Indeed, the pain is only increased, the questioning of God that is part of the process of grief made even more painful.   The people of God think that God is so petty that He would allow such trauma because we took prayer out of schools?  Or that because we didn’t confront one sin directly.  ANd then I realize – I am focusing my anger, as inappropriately as those I want to confront for their inappropriate focus….

I know we hurt, even those on the fringe, or who see the fears for their children lived out in the lives of others.  We in our anger and pain want to strigke out – want to rail against the evil – we want to take on something.  I understand that!  I know that desire – to somehow focus all of our rage, all of our pain on someone….

There is only one place to focus that rage – to focus that pain, to focus the anger…..the place that God focused it – along with all His wrath – not just for this massive evil example of sin, but all of the sin we deal with…

We have to go to the cross – to pour out our pain, our anguish, our anger on Jesus Christ – as He lies there  – a victim unlike any other – for He chose to be the victim – to take all of the wrath for such actions, to let such sin, and the grief it causes to be nailed with Him there to the cross.

It is there – that our reactions, which can in themselves be sinful and trauma causing and sinful.. can be poured out…. on Jesus, as the cross…

The prophet Isaiah put it this way…

 1 Who believes what we’ve heard and seen? Who would have thought GOD’s saving power would look like this? 2

4 But the fact is, it was our pains he carried— our disfigurements, all the things wrong with us. We thought he brought it on himself, that God was punishing him for his own failures. 5 But it was our sins that did that to him, that ripped and tore and crushed him—our sins! He took the punishment, and that made us whole. Through his bruises we get healed.Isaiah 53:1-5 (MSG)

And as you pour out your pain, your grief, and yes, your anger on Him, know that He endures it, even as He despises the shame… for the joy of knowing your healing.

God’s peace flood you life.. this day… and each…..

 

 

*( I was part of a team that ministered and counseled students dealing with a murder/multiple homicide – an entire family wiped out)