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Thoughts which carry the burned out to Jesus, and to the Cross

“LORD, you tricked me, and I was fooled. You are stronger than I am, so you won. I have become a joke; everyone makes fun of me all day long. Every time I speak, I shout. I am always shouting about violence and destruction. I tell the people about the message I received from the LORD, but this only brings me insults. The people make fun of me all day long. Sometimes I say to myself, “I will forget about the LORD. I will not speak anymore in his name.” But then his message becomes like a burning fire inside me, deep within my bones. I get tired of trying to hold it inside of me, and finally, I cannot hold it in.” (Jeremiah 20:7–9, NCV)

The road that leads us forward, the road to progress, must at the same time be a road that leads us backward, back to fundamentals, a road that leads us inward and upward. Christ is the center; to look upon him is our first and noblest task, or, as the first letter of Clement, one of the earliest successors of Saint Peter, expresses it: “Let us keep our gaze fixed immovably on the saving Blood of Jesus Christ.” But how can this be? How are we to receive Christ as the center, Christ as the answer, as the Bread that is life, as the living Word? The letter interprets this simple, profound, and fundamental concept, which was likewise the basic concept of Vatican Council II, in the words: “Let us live by every word that comes from your mouth.”

During this interim, Jeremiah keeps the faith that has been entrusted to the prophet, but not without great conflict: “If I say, ‘I will not mention him or speak any more in his name,’ then within me there is something like a burning fire shut up in my bones; I am weary with holding it in, and I cannot” (Jer 20:9). At this point he almost succumbs to his distress, but soon he is raised up again, saying: “But the Lord is with me like a dread warrior; therefore my persecutors will stumble, and they will not prevail” (Jer 20:11). Then a powerful impatience wells up in him again so that he appears to lose hope and to rage against the will of God.
These struggles are peculiar to the saints, and through them they discern the magnitude of sin in human nature. They match what Paul describes in Romans 7 and agree with what he says elsewhere (2 Cor 12:7) about torments or thorns being given to him in the flesh, that is, extreme fear and trepidation. In the midst of these torments, however, the Spirit yearns for help “with sighs too deep for words” (Rom 8:26), and it prevails.

Back in 2017, I wrote a sermon on the passage fro Jeremiah above. I called it, “God, we need to talk!” By far it is my most “popular” sermon I’ve ever posted on line.

And I hate that it is necessary.

But it is, as the title of this blog indicates, Burnout is inevitable. In ministry, it is assured. In marriage, it will definitely happen, It would cause your to change jobs, or even get fired from them, as burnout can impact our attitude and therefore what we get done.

You see that in the burnt out prophet’s words, especially in verse 9, as he talks about the inner conversation where he wants to forget about God, and never talk about Him again.

That is where Pope Benedict tells us to go back tot he scriptures, the word of God that is the word of life. To get focused on Jesus, in order that He may heal us!

We have to remember that we can’t do anything from ministry to marriage to work, to any endeavor on our own strength for long. We burnout because we aren’t self-sufficient, because we cannot do it on our own, and we can’t fulfill that damned phrase, “if you want it done right, do it yourself.

But that is Pope Benedict’s words begin to make more sense. And then my favorite reformer, Philip Melanchthon, adds his wisdom about the struggle that is peculiar to the saints, those who need to be reminded that the Spirit is interceding for them, even when it appears we have lost our hope.

That is why I ask if burnout is necessary, and I believe it is. As was once said, we have to know our limitations, and then it is even more critical to be aware of the presence of God, who empowers and sustains us, even when we are running on empty. The greatest prophets experienced it, St. Paul talks about it twice, as does St. John.  Maturity isn’t being strong enough to never burnout–it is about knowing the peace of God during the burnout, and being confident God will bring you through it, or bring you home.

God is with us, even in the midst of it…and He is holding us up…exactly as we need.

Ratzinger, Joseph. 1992. Co-Workers of the Truth: Meditations for Every Day of the Year. Edited by Irene Grassl. Translated by Mary Frances McCarthy and Lothar Krauth. San Francisco: Ignatius Press.

Melanchthon, Philip. 2009. “The Lessons of Jeremiah’s Prophecy, 1548.” In Early Protestant Spirituality, edited by Scott H. Hendrix and Bernard McGinn, translated by Scott H. Hendrix, 67. The Classics of Western Spirituality. New York; Mahwah, NJ: Paulist Press.