The Paradoxical Mystery of Confession
Devotional Thought fo the Day:
14 Since the children, as he calls them, are people of flesh and blood, Jesus himself became like them and shared their human nature. He did this so that through his death he might destroy the Devil, who has the power over death, 15and in this way set free those who were slaves all their lives because of their fear of death. 16For it is clear that it is not the angels that he helps. Instead, he helps the descendants of Abraham. 17This means that he had to become like his brothers and sisters in every way, in order to be their faithful and merciful High Priest in his service to God, so that the people’s sins would be forgiven. 18And now he can help those who are tempted, because he himself was tempted and suffered. Heb 2:14-18 TEV
261 God is with you. The Blessed Trinity dwells in your soul in grace. That is why, in spite of your wretchedness, you can and should keep up a continuous conversation with the Lord.
Growing up Catholic, the thing you learned to fear was that once a week meeting with your priest. For us at St. Francis Elementary School, the parish priest would come to the school, and though he never made eye contact with you, his presence intimidated you.
You were afraid to mention your sins, and logically, I do not know why.
He wasn’t a mean.
He wasn’t known for asking outrageous acts of Penance, (the usual was 5 Our Fathers, 10 Hail Mary’s and 2 acts of contrition – you could say that much on your way back to class)
But there was something intimidating about confessing to another person, even to a man God put in place to remind you that you were forgiven because of Christ’s death on the cross!
Now some forty years later, and being a Lutheran pastor who absolves people of sins, I realize there is no difference. People are still intimidated, still anxious, people still struggle with guilt and shame.
Even though we know the solution is found in our merciful high Priest Jesus, we shy away from Him, we put up our defenses, we deny we have done wrong. We try to hide our wretchedness, the wretchedness that eats us alive, that causes our souls to wither, our hearts to break.
We need to learn to trust, to depend on this God who came to us, to be like us, to free us from that sin, that shame, that oppression. We need to let Him help us, to speak through those He’s called and ordained to do this very work.
We need to hear, “you are forgiven”
There is the paradox, the One we fear the most, the One we want to hide from the most, is the Lord who can do something to cut away our sin,,,to cleanse and purify us.
This is what we need, this is what we’ve been promised, this is what we should run to in hope, this time where God dwells in our heart with all His grace and love.
So don’t hesitate. There are pastors and priests waiting, desiring to do their job, to tell you that which is the best news you will here today, or any day….
Escriva, Josemaria. The Forge (Kindle Locations 1092-1094). Scepter Publishers. Kindle Edition.
Posted on April 5, 2017, in Augsburg and Trent, Devotions, Theology in Practice and tagged absolution, anxiety, confession, grace, guilt, Life in Christ, prayer, shame. Bookmark the permalink. Leave a comment.